social proove

its about being accepted by the people at whereabout you are at that particular time. bigger your social proof, better your game will be. help you boost your confident, make girls want to be with you, make guy want to be you.

to look good you have to have a good friend, quality friend, fun friend. cool people ignored, they too cool to have any fun. male or female, they both work equally, given that they play their rule right. but for easy effect, get a social proof from female. its like living peacock gear, hotter your friend dressed, more head turn to you.

human, want to be with someone that other human approved. someone that fun and responsible. friendliness bring good flock of ppl around,easily

good company promise a good outcome



went out on paddy's day with 3 HB. rocked the place in no time.had fun to the max.K-close easily. dont bothet about number close though.will be too busy in the next couple of weeks to deal with that.

game getting better.tried a few gambit and they rock. peacocking helps combat the AA,opened with having to open.but need to improve, cant rely too much on that. have to F-close as the next objective


life is fun...

reason for sex

people say, we only can have sex with someone we love.to simplify, we have sex for love. but there are lots of other reason for sex. heres among the one that i can think of, feel free to all more

1. i-can't-sleep sex
2. make-up sex
3. revenge sex
4. rebound sex
5. paratrooping sex, also known for banging-for-roof sex
6. nothing-good-on-tv sex
7. break-up sex
8. your-friend-just-told-you-about-new-position sex
9. hotel-ro0m sex
10. curiousity sex
11. he-say-he-love-you-but-you-are-not-ready-to-say-it-back-yet sex
12. wingman sex
13. condom-are-about-to-expired sex
14. wow-its-getting-a-little-hard sex
15.

how i was

can you run at your full speed when you turn your head over your shoulder?? tried but ended up hitting a lamp post. tried again and not to the desired direction.gave up.look forward,and full speed i went.

histories.memories. that how i were.maybe how i am.but not going to be how i will be.

i was socially deprived. i am not proud not merely satisfy with the way i interact with another human being. late bloomer can be the term but not the best to describe how i was. upbringing played the main role in the charade of mine.

the not to be indulge neither to be forgoten. its sweet.its bitter. after awhile, the feeling gone. as how it was hardwired, brain learn by experience. misinterpretation happen. its not to avoid,but to do it better.its not to forget,but to get over it.

went through 2 failed relationship. took a year to recover from the 1st one but almost none for the 2nd. now i realize,i didnt do it because i want to.i was poisoned by society.i made believed that its how it supposed to be.reality, i better of on my own. not to hate them.but to 'love' them. tenderly.

but.all of this is the pass.this is how i was.i get over it.and now the time for new me.improved me. better version. the best in the making...

"the past is not your potential"
-aCe-

Yesterday

i never did hate myself. but i never had enough.i want more and more. not mere success can satisfy my need.pure luck cant quinch my thirst. i never complaint about getting lucky.but i want it better.i want to control my luck.i dont want to wait for chance.i want to create chance. i need to change, i have to change. for a better me. for my own satisfaction, for other people benefit. for fuck sake.

"if you keep on doing what you always did, you'll keep on getting what you always gotten"

1st drop

"to feel better about yourself, 1st you have to be better"

-aCe-