Yesterday

i never did hate myself. but i never had enough.i want more and more. not mere success can satisfy my need.pure luck cant quinch my thirst. i never complaint about getting lucky.but i want it better.i want to control my luck.i dont want to wait for chance.i want to create chance. i need to change, i have to change. for a better me. for my own satisfaction, for other people benefit. for fuck sake.

"if you keep on doing what you always did, you'll keep on getting what you always gotten"